I am 00 The later one is bigger , birthday 00 year 3 month 20 day , It's just full this year 20 Years old .
I was in grade one when I was five ,12 Graduated from primary school in （ village ）,15 Graduated from junior high school in （ town ）,18 Graduated from high school in （ city ）,21 Graduated from college in （ That is, I will get my diploma next year , Other provinces ）, Now I am practicing in a software company in Hangzhou , A female cheng Xuyuan , In College , Our school is different from other schools , At school , We focus on our major every day , It can be boring , No other school has so much time to go out every day .
I am a Guizhou girl , Go to college in Chongqing , Our studies are divided into three stages (S1,S2,S3).
S1 and S2 Five days a week , morning 8：30~ afternoon 17：30, Then the rest of the time is allocated by the city itself , We all study hard at school , Listen attentively , practice , Knock code .....
S3 Tighter , Less time to play , Because I have to go back to school on Saturday , ha-ha , But for learning , Those who love to learn go back to their own school , Everyone who doesn't like learning knows .
Without this epidemic , We should be this year 2 You can come out for an internship in January , harm , God's way is higher than man's .
I am 3 month 21 Back to Chongqing ( With a health certificate in town ), Go over there and pack your bags , Then stayed for a few days , I was going to Shanghai to find a job , But when I went to Shanghai, I had to be quarantined , So I heard that several friends had gone to Hangzhou , then 3 month 27 I went to Hangzhou on the th .
After living in a job-hunting apartment for nearly a month, I came out to find a house by myself , It was a bad day to find a house , It feels like a collapse .
I went to find a house with my friends that day , Then I was fired after staying in a company for two days , Then we'll find a house the day we're fired , rain pitchforks , Just one umbrella , Then it happened to be me that day 20 Birthday , As bad as you want , So it's really unforgettable , Nothing , The house didn't find a satisfactory one , The job has just been lost , It was late at night when I returned to my place of residence , hey , It's really unbearable to look back .
Now think about yourself , In the twinkling of an eye, it's been about three months .
I just came to Hangzhou a few days ago , Interview every day interview every day , It happened to rain every day that week , ha-ha , At that time, the two families were very confident in the interview one day , I interviewed more than ten companies in Hangzhou , I'm still very diligent , As long as there is an interview , I'll go , I haven't refused yet , What I want is more interviews , Compare again .
It's funny when I first went to the interview , It's in Yuhang District , When he asked me what my salary was , I said 8500, ha-ha , Subsequent interviews
I said it when I asked about the salary 6000, Hangzhou is in recession this year , Wages are generally low , I thought the salary for development in Hangzhou was high
I interviewed so many families , There are only three for me , Give me the first probation period 4800, become a regular worker 6000, I thought it was too little , I've been dragging myself to interview people from other families , Then I went to another interview , He gave me a probationary period 5000, But not long after going back , He said I was not suitable , So I told the first company （4800） Can you add more 200, HR said yes , But the next day his boss said he had hired someone , So don't me , harm , I'm sorry , Regret , But I thought again , forget it .
A few days later , The man recruited by their company also left , So he asked me to try , I went , All morning , The boss thinks I'm not capable enough , He told me to finish a project in two days , ha-ha , Funny , I finally know why the man they hired left . The whole company doesn't have a developer , Just a front-end , The back-end is still moving slowly , Not me , He that project , No work experience 3 It can't be completed in more than two days , Maybe I can't , take leave .
Then a startup asked me , probation period 4400, become a regular worker 5500, For two days , The boss dismissed me , Startups , What you want is work experience + Capable , My intern is not competent enough , ha-ha .
Then I went to another company , That's my current company ,4 month 20 No , I'll be a regular in a few days , Although the salary is low , But I think their code is similar to my contact in school , The secondary development project really makes my skull ache , I don't even know how I got through it , I haven't done anything in recent weeks, just looking at the project code , Understand business , Project process, etc , Look at the code. It's really sleepy , Then began to doubt life , Have all kinds of ideas .
Want to leave （ Because I feel like I haven't learned anything every day , It's like rowing every day , The leader didn't care much , Just ask me to watch the project , Familiar with business .. And I'm not happy working every day , Although it's been so long every day 8：30 go to work , afternoon 17：30 Leave after work , I haven't worked overtime , ha-ha , This is OK ）
Want a raise （ The salary is really low , Five insurances and one fund were deducted during the probation period , Only 3200 about , Five insurances and one fund are deducted for becoming a regular 4500 Not even ）
Anyway, that's it. Day by day , There are too many impulses to leave . But I'm afraid I can't find a job in a short time , I really have countless paralytic thoughts .
I just 20 year , I feel like my mentality is 30 It's the same age , But the technical capability is very weak , I feel life is boring , Life is boring , Day by day .
00 It's hard after , I put a lot of pressure on myself , hey .
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